GCA Part 3 - My time in Ontario!

This post is about the experiences at Steffi’s place in Ontario.

The time with Steffi was very relaxed, we talked a lot, and gave each other a lot of space.

In the creation of conscious community, giving one another personal space is so important.

There are many spaces being set up, and experimentation is key… there are no absolute guidelines as to how we shall live, and many people who are starting these spaces are just re-membering their oneness with the Universe.

Re-membering oneness is an expansive experience – However, in its immaturity there is a cross over where one realizes the power they have with reality, and if that is personalized as a spiritual ego, it is very easy to “decide” how everyone is going to live.

The future infrastructures which will be successful are the ones that have communal opportunities, be they ritual, shared eating, group entertainment, etc. WITH a no “obligation” openness.  Religions have tried to create heavenly communities for some time, and the repeated mistake is that “group think” starts to take over.

Suddenly if someone needs to take their space, the rest of the group is wondering, “where is ___”, “I wish ____ was here”.  This is a subtle mind control, and will not last in the independent and interdependent balance which is budding!

Tribe mentality has deep purpose, and also deep healing of possessiveness (Of truth or people).

So the experience at Steffs was very reflective of having time to share with each other, and having private space – The natural flow took us to these spaces without deliberation!

We went to Toronto on St. Paddy’s day, and WOW, what a huge place!  I am always amazed at cities – As far as I can see this will not ultimately be the kind of atmosphere I live in, but who knows, things change.

We went to the local art college to meet a friend, and he was a cool dude who showed us some really cool videos he was working on.

We went to and explored some cool places.

The big theme that Steph and I were talking about was the flow of relationships, be they with parents, partners and friends.

A huge paradigm that I feel needs healing is that of “You owe me, I owe you” mentality.  This is not the discernment of trade, but rather the mentality of emotional lack that we tend to bring into communication, rooted in abandonment issues.

With parents this is particularly prevalent – “I birthed you so now you owe me a life I want you to live” or “You are my parents so you owe me security”

Both of those mentalities restrict the flow of authentic exchange, and taint our ability to share our truths.  My parents and I have worked with this paradigm for some time, and still do.  And our society and institutions are drowned in this often.  To go to school for example, you now start off 5 full time working years behind, just to pay off the debt.  That kind of start can only come with one thing, resentment.  And in resentment true creativity cannot flow.

I went for a walk one day to the downtown of the place Steff lives in, and I felt called to keep walking and walking…

Eventually I came across a spiritual shop called, “Sacred Quests” – I was greeted immediately with open hearts by the owner and her husband – Spirit began nudging me to channel some information to the husband.  He is a healer, and a channel, but was working through old paradigms that stated, “Only Jesus is allowed to do this work”.  This is an outdated paradigm that was set up to control people’s ability to connect for themselves, creating a dependency on religious institutions.

We had an amazing, uplifting session – I was so glad that I trusted the impulse to keep walking!

A few days later Steph wanted some incense so we went back to that same store, and a beautiful young lady who also was a healer working through self confidence was there – A channel immediately opened and the sharing was amazing.

It is so clear that there are many, many humans on Earth with deep talent and abilities to channel healing energy, and that self worth is the major thing holding us back – This is something I have been working with for some time, and it is the root cause of nearly every addiction and superficial mask!

Luckily, now is the time to heal these spaces, lift the veils, and come into personal/global wholeness.  Who knows how much time that might take, it is not pre-determined!  All we can do is have individual commitment to our own personal process of shedding illusionary masks, and do what we know in our hearts we are capable of for ourselves and the world.

The time spent in Ontario was incredibly rejuvenating, and I was very happy to spend some time with a dear friend!

Love